Salam,
so, i still cant get over my stress and dispression yet. i start feeling sad during night, almost everyday now.
right now, i really need someone to talk too, but i donno who. seems everyone who i used to talk too seems boring if they hear me talking about the same problem over and over again. hehe
its about my relationship! hurm.. i swear that i miss him sooo damn much, but unfortunately i cant say it out loud. i try to, but i just cant.
he seems ignored me for a month now, it just make me sad more. u know, when the time that actually i really need him around me.
i just moved in to KL, the city that i hate the most. i hate my house right now but i dont have choice too. its pretty close to everything but its kindda not attract me at all.
i got stress with my job right now, first time in 4 years i seriously update my resume and start sending my resume to several company now.
but, seriously,
i need him. now. :'(
its make me question that what i do wrong this time around?
well, yes, i admit that maybe im too hope for his existance. I wish that he is the one and the last one, tapi malangnye macam x je:'(
maybe sikap i yang kuat merajuk, attention seeker, (i just need his attention, thats all) and kuat membebel ( i usually call him and talk for hours, maybe sebab tu dia boring dengan i)
its make me really sad and frustrated now. hurmm.
secara sungguhnya, i memang nak luahkan sesuatu dengan someone right now. i really really really need someone to talk to. :'(
well, He came to my life first, and i tot its gonna be fun again, and u know, being like any other sweet couple. hurmmm..
i nak je rasa semula keluar dating,
bergayut lame2.
haha.
silly me.
im sorry....
i ruined the 'we' things.
i hope u give me a chance. at least one more.
or at least, if you dont want me,
just say it.
jangan hang in, buat i tertanye2. at least help me to move on and find someone else supaya i tak tertunggu2.
boleh x?
*i getting older, and too bad im too old for someone else. sedihnyee. :'(
just another bad luck in relationship again.
semoga Allah kuatkan hati i, macamana i sembunyikan dari orang lain sekarang ni. amin.
bukan masa tiba itu penting, tetapi setiap moment yang kau dapat dalam perjalanan Dan tanpa kau sedar, kau telah baca diari terbuka aku.
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Anxiety Disorder
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i really need someone to talk to.
like REALLY!!!
and i really hope it was u.
:(
#iprayformyhappiness
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
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