My Fav Month!!

May is coming!!!

soon enough.

will start everything new.

new strategies, new concept, new perspective,

new me, and new you perhaps!

no going to take any granted to anyone, except focusing on myself only.

hopefully something goodddd is about to happened on may!

yay!

insyaAllah.

Always pray for the best,

well, Allah sebaik-baik pengampun.

Bitch

it's sad when u have to return back what "claimed" to be not yours. 

i dont no why it is not mine basicly,hahah.

just because he refuse to take the money, and now he claim this is all his.

lol.

its ok.

i mmg laknat la sape2 yang ambil my phone during my batam trip.

ambil my purse, my phone and my tab.

sumpah, cariklah saya sampai mati, saya tak maafkan.

because that theft, i terjebak dengan semua ni.

and i dont understand y this so call rubbish agreement exist,

dan bagi ambil balik.

buruk siku.

ni la bodohnya kalau bercinta dengan orang tak matang.

haish.

jangan dia suh pulangkan makanan yang konon2 dia belanja dah la.. puas plak aku nak menjolok tekak ni ha nak kluakan balik.

takkan nak bagi taik plak kan?

Perempuan Jalang

Panggil aku sundal,
Panggil aku kimak,
Panggil aku perempuan muraH,

Perkataan pelacor keluar,
Bodoh, babi.

Layak ke jadi suami aku?
Layak ke jadi bapa pada anak2 aku?

Aku mmg bukan perempuan baik,
Tapi seumur hidup matang aku,
Aku tak penah kluakan kata-kata kesat dekat bakal pasangan aku.

inikan plak nak samakan dia dwngan binatang atau jigolo.

Tidak sama sekali. Dan aku rasa aku layak dapat yang setimpal.

The Scariest Part Is Letting Go

All of the lights land on you
The rest of the world fades from view
And all of the love I see
Please please say you feel it too
And all of the noise I hear inside
Restless and loud, unspoken and wild
And all that you need to say
To make it all go away
It's that you feel the same way too

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

And all of the steps that led me to you
And all of the hell I had you walk through
But I wouldn't trade a day for the chance to say
My love, I'm in love with you

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

I know that we're both afraid
We both made the same mistakes
An open heart is an open wound to you
And in the wind there's a heavy choice
Love has a quiet voice
Still you mind, now I'm yours to choose

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
Let my love be the light that guides you home

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

* i dont feel it anymore. :'( 
i feel bad, but i donno! 
its missing. somewhere. for sure not in my heart anymore. 

y? 

Working Hard for?

im now working hard, i mean ive already working hard. hahaha.

im saving now, for this.

chanel espadrilles! haha. i really want to reward myself with this! well, i do hope they come out again with this canvas design, or else, i have to invest more on the leather one, which cost me around rm3000., huhuhu (reason y: i want to use my own money, not bf, not husband(if), and not parents.) 

secondly!!! nice comfy, hotel style bedroom..! agagaga. ive been working for this quite long actually, i go to one to another furniture showroom but i just cant find  the 'close to my heart' bed. hehehe. well, i just bought a comfy hotel-style duvet and bedsheet with 1000 thread as they guaranty. hopefully not exceed jun. 

hopefully i can manage to buy all this before i fly to indonesia by May. aminnnn...  pray for me guys!

so, how about you? what are you working for now??

trip to london? heheh

I Dont Do Spares

assalamualaikum,

hye there, how you've been so far? good?

2 hari lepas aku lawat kawan lama,
kawan lama yang sorang sebaya mak-mak,
yang seorang lagi sama umur, baru bersalin.

hai Naufal!
sedap nama..:)

i love it when everytime we met, the environment didnt changed,.
always warm, always rapat, borak macam dah lama kenal,
padahal dah 2 tahun tak jumpa, sejak 6 tahun kami kenal.
yes, things changed.

but hopefully we are not!

so, soalan pertama yang keluar ialah.
" nora bila lagi?"
hurm.. its hard lately to answer that,
coz i really want to get married,
every single time i watched love movie, or saw married couple together,
it hit me hard. i want that, i want to have a family to0!

being wise, my answer would be " saya niat nak jaga ayah dulu, selagi ada"
and 'ibu', gaya ustazah dia cakap

" nora! tukar niat! jangan niat macam tu, ubah niat nak kahwin, jodoh bila2 boleh sampai, tapi dalam masa sama mesti jaga ayah"

ok. point taken.

and kawan sebaya tanye
" what when wrong, this time?"

saya kata, tiada apa yang tidak kene, cuma bila kami nak menuju kearah tu, selalunya ada halangan.
nak jumpa parent officially pon tak kene tarikh, tak ade movement ape2.

huhu.

and she ask, " takde spare?"

hah!
i dont do spare. no. i dont.
i can if i want, but i dont want.

huhu..
jodoh itu rahsia Allah.
Dan Allah satu2 nya tempat meminta pertolongan.

kan?

i believe Allah has better plan for me, siapa pon jodoh saya, jika Allah kata dia jodoh saya, maka dialah jodoh saya. Kerana Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk saya.

you just have to ask.

#meetmySiva

Love By The Book

love by the book, 2015.
a hallmark movie.

i easily get attached by the love story, like really!
i think that all the love story is special, romantic on its own way, and touch my heart every single time.

im kind of girl who love romantic action but hate the cliche and mere words. i am realistic person, a person who will not believe in anything you say until its proven. hehe.

which i do know that i am a 'left' person, discover that during my grooming session last month, when one of the motivator, ask us to draw a potrait of our mother and figure out that, you can know that person personality by the way she/he draw pictures. maybe you can google about the right person character, and a left person character later, ok?


ok, back to that story.

do you have a dream guys?
when i was young ( i mean little),

i have a book call ' blue book',
which i paste all my collective things inside it, and poem that written by myself.
one of the chapter in that book is my 'impian comel nora'
unfortunately, if u read it, it is not so comel, it turn out to be 'expensive dream of me'

hahhaa.
coz i dream to bring my entire family to feel the snow season,
i dream to have a kapal layar.
i dream to take tour around my hometown by a helicopter! hahah
i dream to have my own icecream shop.
and etc.

well,
i just realized that i didnt write anything about my dream man.
i do have some listing character,
and its change every single time. hehehe.
i do love romantic person, which i think the nicest person ever on earth.

but after i watched this movie call " love by the book" in youtube,
i just realize that a romantic man is boring!
coz he base on what he love, and all those romantic thingy is so cliche.
hewhew.

i wish i can have a great relationship, with no single doubt in my heart about the person i love.
hurm..its pretty hard, isnt it?

how about yours? do your partner romantic?