Sunday, March 29, 2015

I Dont Do Spares

assalamualaikum,

hye there, how you've been so far? good?

2 hari lepas aku lawat kawan lama,
kawan lama yang sorang sebaya mak-mak,
yang seorang lagi sama umur, baru bersalin.

hai Naufal!
sedap nama..:)

i love it when everytime we met, the environment didnt changed,.
always warm, always rapat, borak macam dah lama kenal,
padahal dah 2 tahun tak jumpa, sejak 6 tahun kami kenal.
yes, things changed.

but hopefully we are not!

so, soalan pertama yang keluar ialah.
" nora bila lagi?"
hurm.. its hard lately to answer that,
coz i really want to get married,
every single time i watched love movie, or saw married couple together,
it hit me hard. i want that, i want to have a family to0!

being wise, my answer would be " saya niat nak jaga ayah dulu, selagi ada"
and 'ibu', gaya ustazah dia cakap

" nora! tukar niat! jangan niat macam tu, ubah niat nak kahwin, jodoh bila2 boleh sampai, tapi dalam masa sama mesti jaga ayah"

ok. point taken.

and kawan sebaya tanye
" what when wrong, this time?"

saya kata, tiada apa yang tidak kene, cuma bila kami nak menuju kearah tu, selalunya ada halangan.
nak jumpa parent officially pon tak kene tarikh, tak ade movement ape2.

huhu.

and she ask, " takde spare?"

hah!
i dont do spare. no. i dont.
i can if i want, but i dont want.

huhu..
jodoh itu rahsia Allah.
Dan Allah satu2 nya tempat meminta pertolongan.

kan?

i believe Allah has better plan for me, siapa pon jodoh saya, jika Allah kata dia jodoh saya, maka dialah jodoh saya. Kerana Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk saya.

you just have to ask.

#meetmySiva