Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

assalamualaikum,

im sorry i posted something rude previously,
which i consult myself back, that 'DONT SAY ANYTHING WHEN U'RE ANGRY!"

im the one with bad mouth,
but as far as im concern, i keep it clean everytime i speak to people,
who actually i love/care/donno/ not familiar with.

but when somebody is really crossed the line,
i just cant handle it,
and whether u like it or not,
the truth is, ure 'childish' side of u will came out sometimes, everytime u get angry.

let me take u back 7 years ago.
i went out dating with my boyfriend (that time he is my boyfriend.hehe)
and we decided to watch a movie call " Dunia Baru The Movie'
heheh.

but that time, ada 1 lagi movie tajuk 'jumper'.
owh man, my bf seriously not the one who layan cerita melayu ok!
and ive been following Dunia Baru series at tv since day one.
mestilah nak tengok!!!

so, masa pergi tu, tetiba time kitorang nak beli tiket tu,
masa tayangan tak kene,
and believed me, my bf ni jenis tak suka tunggu,
and tak suka ade dekat shopping complex lame2.
so, dia mcm bersungut2 la,
nanti kalau beli tiket yang belah petang tu nak buat ape je tunggu lame2.
baiklah tengok filem lain.
and masa tu betul2 tayangan filem 'jumper' tu.
baik plak lepas je tayangan filem jumper tu abis, sambung dunia baru the movie tu.

tapi bila dah i pon tarik muka sebab i nak tengok dunia baru, bf nak tengok jumper.
lepas tu dia tersebut benda bodoh time marah2 tu mcm ni " hish, fuck betullah, benda gini pon nak gadoh. macam bodoh tau tak?"
direct to my face,...

i terus nangis..serius nangis!!!

and my bf tu tunggu je kat luar toilet lama jugak sbnrnye,
i duduk dalam toilet nangis.

bila klua,
dia suruh duduk sebelah dia, dan tanye " kenape bby nangis, sebab tak dapat tengok movie??"

dan aku jawab " takkkk. sebab bo0 mencarot dan cakap kesat"

hahahah.
ok.serious. aku pantang sangat2 orang ckp kesat2 ni, lagi2 pasangan.

kau nak bergadoh ke, taknak bawah aku tengok wayang ke.
nak tinggalkan aku tengah2 jalan ke.
i really dont care,

but, DONT U EVER SAY HARSH WORD TO ME!

benda tu je kau buat,
hati aku dah hancur dah.
serius hancur.

bayangkan,
how come,
orang yang kau sayang, kau suke, kau cinta, yang kau nak jadikan pasangan seumur hidup.
bila kau marah2, kau keluarkan kata2 kesat dekat dia.

'babi, kimak, bodoh, perempuan murah, sundal, "

weh,

kau ingat kau bercinta dengan monyet ke?

kau bercinta dengan bakal ibu pada anak2 kau,
pompuan yang kau sumpah seranah ni la yang kangkangkan kaki dia keluarkan badan anak2 kau dari faraj dia.

pompuan macam ni ke kau maki hamun?

come on, kau tak layak jadi manusia kot kalau mcm tu!

hurm.

im sad. coz no matter how much u say i love u,

such harsh word easily 'split out of your mouth"

easily babe, easily.

im soooo sad.

And speak good to people [al-Baqarah 2:83]